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Kesha Opens Up About Rehab, Why She Was “Hateful” to Her Body

In a deeply personal essay for Elle UK, Kesha opens up about her recent stint in rehab and the pressure of Hollywood that helped land her there. “I’ve written songs about partying, but my dirty little secret is that I’m actually incredibly responsible,” the singer writes. “I take my music and career very seriously, and certainly didn’t land in this situation from partying. “But I was cut off from the outside world and I imagined people making up stories at a time when what I really needed was support.” Kesha ( no more dollar sign ) then admits she needed help for an “eating disorder” and explained how such an ailment came to be: “I felt like part of my job was to be as skinny as possible, and to make that happen, I had been abusing my body. I just wasn’t giving it the energy it needed to keep me healthy and strong.” The artist said she couldn’t help but compare her figures to others around her. (And it didn’t help when Dr. Luke reportedly slammed Kesha’s body during a music video shoot.) “The music industry has set unrealistic expectations for what a body is supposed to look like, and I started becoming overly critical of my own body because of that,” she writes. “I felt like people were always lurking, trying to take pictures of me with the intention of putting them up online or printing them in magazines and making me look terrible” Kesha says she became “scared” to walk around in public or even go online. The musician spent two months in rehab. “During that time I began to feel a shift in my mentality and really started to understand my own self-worth. I started to not worry as much about what other people thought of me,” she says. “I could focus on my music and my happiness and not what I looked like.” 11 Celebrities Who Have Been To Rehab 1. Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan has been to a rehab six times. She completed a mandatory 90-day stint in the summer of 2013. Is sharing her story frightening for Kesha now? Yes. But she hopes it helps people facing similar struggles: “I’m not fully fixed – I am a person in progress – but I want to be part of the solution, not part of the problem. Even I need to be reminded that we are who we are. And when I say that, I f–king mean it, now more than ever.”

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Michael Sam Is Getting A ‘Deeply Personal’ Docu-Series

By Maurice Bobb America already watched Michael Sam become the first openly gay player in the NFL when the St. Louis Rams drafted him 249th overall on Saturday, and now, they’ll get to see how the 24-year-old defensive got there in a new documentary series. Oprah Winfrey’s OWN network announced Wednesday (May 14) that their… Read more

Kate Middleton, Prince William to Take Royal Baby on 2014 Tour

Kate Middleton and Prince William’s new bundle of joy is set to hit the road with the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge on a spring 2014 royal baby tour . “The trip is planned for Australia and New Zealand,” an insider said. Kate Middleton , 31, is due to give birth to her first child with her husband July 11, but as she herself noted in April, “babies have their own agenda.” In any case, news of the birth will be revealed via a framed announcement placed on a wood and gold easel behind the gates of Buckingham Palace. “While it is a deeply personal and private event, the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge realize this is a time of national celebration,” a spokesman said. “They realize that many people will want to share in their happiness.” You listening to that, Kim Kardashian ? Share some pics, already! Following the newborn’s arrival any day now, Prince William will take a two-week paternity leave before resuming his Royal Air Force duties. Kate Middleton and the baby, meanwhile, will shuttle between London and her parents’ home in Berkshire over the duration of the summer. Come September, the entire brood will move into Kensington Palace’s Apartment 1A, where the mom-to-be has been putting the finishing touches on a nursery. Counting down the days! What do you think they’re having?   Boy! Girl! View Poll »

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Starlet Trailer Hints At An Unlikely Bond, Starring Dree Hemingway

Dree Hemingway and Besedka Johnson star in this SXSW Film Festival special jury prize winner set to hit theaters November 9th. Hemingway (great-granddaughter of Ernest and daughter of Mariel) plays a young aspiring actress who befriends an elderly widow set against the backdrop of Southern California’s San Fernando Valley. The trailer opens with a Yard Sale where Hemingway buys a thermos. She takes the purchase home and discovers a wad of cash inside… Now what does she do? The trailer hints at strains with similarly aged friends as Jane’s (Hemingway) bond with her elderly friend grows. Official log line below : Starlet explores the unlikely friendship between 21 year-old aspiring actress Jane (Dree Hemingway) and elderly widow Sadie (Besedka Johnson) after their worlds collide in California’s San Fernando Valley.  Jane spends her time getting high with her dysfunctional roommates and taking care of her chihuahua Starlet, while Sadie passes her days alone, tending to her garden.  After a confrontation at a yard sale, Jane finds something unexpected in a relic from Sadie’s past. Her curiosity piqued, she tries to befriend the caustic older woman. Secrets emerge as their relationship grows, revealing that nothing is ever as it seems. Director Sean Baker continues in the naturalistic style of his previous films, the Spirit Award nominated Prince of Broadway and Take Out , capturing the rhythms of everyday life with a rare authenticity. Featuring exceptional debut performances by Dree Hemingway (great granddaughter of Ernest and daughter of Mariel) and 85 year-old Besedka Johnson, who received a Special Jury Recognition at SXSW, Starlet is at once provocative, haunting, unpredictable, and surprisingly sweet. Starring: Dree Hemingway, Besedka Johnson, Stella Maeve. James Ransone, Karren Karagulian Read more on Starlet newcomer Dree Hemingway in Movieline’s SXSW interview. Follow Brian Brooks on Twitter . Follow Movieline on Twitter .

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Press-Shy Wachowski Siblings Go Public For ‘Cloud Atlas’ And LGBT Cause

Despite their enormous successes, the Wachowskis are known for being among the more press-shy filmmakers in Hollywood. But for their latest opus, the sprawling, soul-stirring Cloud Atlas (co-directed with Tom Tykwer), the duo have blazed a trail talking up their ambitious passion project — partly, as Lana Wachowski explains, because of the film’s deeply personal connection to her own recent transformation. The film, adapted from David Mitchell’s novel, tells six interconnected nested stories across the span of hundreds of years, following the same souls evolving through multiple lifetimes. The cast, including Tom Hanks , Halle Berry , Jim Sturgess , Jim Broadbent, Ben Whishaw , James D’Arcy, Hugh Grant, Hugo Weaving, and Doona Bae, play multiple parts often under make-up and prosthetics in the gender- and race-bending ensemble. [ GALLERY: First images from sci-fi opus Cloud Atlas ] Lana Wachowski, a bubbly and luminous presence on the Cloud Atlas press tour with her bright pink dreads and beaming smile, spoke of the privacy she and brother Andy fought for years to protect — and why it was important to trade that veil now, with the world watching. “Anonymity enables you to inhabit civic space, and that way of being in the world is very important to us,” said Lana over the weekend in Beverly Hills. “We like the access that anonymity gives you to the world. As soon as you give it up, you give up a part of your human experience, your humanity.” The decision to peel back the curtain for the first time in 13 years was a tough one, but co-director Tykwer’s experience with press was encouraging and Lana’s opportunity to raise awareness for and give voice to the LGBT experience compelled the Wachowskis to submit to interviews and appearances for their $100 million indie film (which incredibly enough given their past work on the game-changing Matrix series, is their most ambitious and challenging project to date). “When I was a kid one of the reasons that I was depressed about my life and my situation was that there weren’t people like me — there weren’t transgendered people in Hollywood,” Lana offered. “I didn’t even know a writer that was transgendered. There was this feeling that because I was the way I was I would not be able to do something that I imagined that I wanted to do. It would be closed to me, it would be denied me just because of who I was.” “By being more public I, perhaps, am fulfilling a role in my own life in terms of a sort of Cloud Atlas ian consequence, a past life and future life,” she continued. “In a way, I am a future life for that younger part of me looking for someone like me, a role model like me. And if I can suggest to younger people or other LGBT people that it is possible to be in Hollywood and be trangender or is possible to be a writer and be transgender and that gives them hope or lets them shed fear about being who they are, then it’s worth it to sit down with [journalists].” Added Andy: “It’s worth it for me to give up my anonymity as well for that young Lana out there as well. Solidarity to all of our LGBT brothers and sisters out there.” Cloud Atlas hits theaters October 26. Read more on the film here . Follow Jen Yamato on Twitter . Follow Movieline on Twitter .

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Demi Lovato Teases ‘Punk’d’ Appearance, New Music Video

‘I’m basically trying to convince a guy that I didn’t break his heart, and we get into a fight …,’ Lovato says of upcoming clip. By Jocelyn Vena Demi Lovato Photo: Scott Gries Demi Lovato opened up about her life post-treatment during her deeply personal MTV documentary “Stay Strong.” Her life these days includes a bustling music career, and as 2012 crawls along, Lovato shared that she’s got some big plans in store for the coming months. During the “Stay Strong” “After Show,” Demi teased that she has plans to tour and release a music video for her second Unbroken single, “Give Your Heart a Break.” In an interview with MTV News days before the special aired, Lovato shed more light on her forthcoming projects. “The new music video, I’m basically trying to convince a guy that I didn’t break his heart, and we get into a fight and I try to win him over again,” she explained about the recently shot clip. “So I do something special for him at the end of the song.” While shooting the video, Lovato joked on Twitter about having to get intimate with her co-star, whom she had met not long before cameras started rolling. “It’s kind of funny. It’s part of the job though. You just try to get through it, but it is kind of awkward at first when you have to act like a couple with someone that you don’t know,” she said. “He was really sweet, really sweet and really cute.” This is hardly the end of the Unbroken era for Lovato, who confirmed that she will tour to support the album at some point this year. “I’m definitely going to hit the road again this year,” she said. “I’m planning on doing, like, kind of a little tour and seeing where I end up and just getting out there to see my fans again.” And it seems that until she fully begins to get comfortable with herself again, as she explained during the “After Show,” her acting career has been put on hold. “But when the right project comes along, I’ll definitely consider it,” she promised. Fans won’t have to wait much longer, however, to see Lovato’s “Punk’d” episode, which airs when the new season kicks off on March 29. “My two friends, Jack [Gaskarth] and Alex [Barakat from All Time Low], they Punk’d me,” she said. The guys got some help from Nick Cannon, and in photos teased during the special, Demi is seen looking surprised by whatever it is the guys tried to pull on her. While she kept the details vague, she did share this with us: “I’m a sucker for, like, ghosts and aliens and stuff like that, so they got me pretty good.” Related Videos ‘Demi Lovato: Stay Strong’ — The After Show ‘Demi Lovato: Stay Strong’ Related Photos ‘Demi Lovato: Stay Strong’ After Show

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Demi Lovato Says Working With Eminem Would Be ‘Amazing’

She’s just one of several pop stars bridging the gap between hip-hop and rap. By Jocelyn Vena Demi Lovato Photo: MTV News Demi Lovato and Eminem are not two names often tied together. But the pop singer recently shared that she’d like to change that, saying she’d love to hit the studio with the legendary rapper. “Hopefully, I can work with Eminem,” the singer told E! News about her dream collaboration. “He’s my favorite rapper, so anything with him would be amazing.” Hip-hop fans might be surprised to hear about Lovato’s love for the genre, but Lovatics are more familiar with it. She made headlines last fall with her gut-busting cover of “How To Love” by Lil Wayne. When she spoke to MTV News about the deeply personal track, she fessed up about her love for the rapper and his song. “I just loved the way that Lil Wayne took a risk doing the song ‘How to Love,’ and when I really listened to it, it’s such a great song,” she said. “It has such a deep meaning to it and I wanted to perform that, and I put a little spin on it and tried to make it a little more empowering. And I think it fit with the platform and the message that I have with my fans.” Lovato’s one of many artists crossing over between pop and hip-hop . Taylor Swift was at the forefront of the trend in 2011, hitting the stage with the likes of T.I. and Nicki Minaj. And Justin Bieber said he’ll likely work with Drake and Kanye West on his 2012 release, Believe . So, it seems, this trend isn’t going anywhere. What hip-hop/rap duo would you like to see in 2012? Let us know in the comments! Related Videos MTV News Extended Play: Demi Lovato Related Artists Demi Lovato Eminem

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Adele Calls Best Song Of 2011 Win ‘Overwhelming’

Singer emails MTV to say thanks for her ‘Rolling in the Deep’ topping our year-end list. By James Montgomery Adele accepts her award for MTV’s Best Song of 2011 Photo: MTV News On Wednesday (December 14), Adele’s “Rolling in the Deep” bested the likes of Nicki Minaj’s “Super Bass,” Lady Gaga’s “Born This Way” and Katy Perry’s “Firework” to be named MTV’s Best Song of 2011 . And while that news isn’t exactly shocking to anyone who listened to the radio/ watched TV/ got on the Internet at any point this year, it was a surprise to Adele herself, who emailed MTV News — and included a photo of her kissing her newly won hardware — to express her gratitude and continued amazement at the deeply personal song’s success. “Thank you very much for your support!” she wrote. “It’s overwhelming how many people my life has resonated with. I find it quite hard to wrap my head around it.” To that end, though “Deep” was not only the year’s best-selling song (and her 21 the year’s best-selling album), Adele just can’t seem to comprehend how the tune has come to mean so much to so many. After all, she was writing about her own failed relationship, and though she wanted the song to be the lead single from 21, she never thought it would end up being more than a critic’s fave, let alone MTV’s Song of the Year. “I was pretty insistent it be a single. But I thought it would be more a tastemaker vibe than a hit,” she wrote. “I loved the song the minute I wrote it. The melody and the beat added some conviction to it. I think that’s why people have connected with it.” Though she’s currently recuperating from her recent throat surgery , Adele closed her email by promising big things on the horizon (and sending us holiday well-wishes). There’s talk of a full-blown arena tour and, of course, her expected triumph at February’s Grammys . In fact, if you thought 2011 was huge, just wait until 2012. “Happy holidays,” she wrote. “And see you next year.” All this week, watch “AMTV” on MTV every day at 8 a.m. ET for our Best of 2011 lists. Then, come to MTVNews.com at 5 p.m. as we reveal our top picks of the year! Related Videos Best Songs Of 2011 Debate

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Joe Paterno, Disgraced Penn State Coach, Diagnosed with Lung Cancer

Joe Paterno, the Penn State football coach who was fired last week due to his role in a child molestation cover-up , has been diagnosed with a treatable form of lung cancer. His son, Scott, said the diagnosis took place last week and released the following statement: “He is currently undergoing treatment and his doctors are optimistic that he will make a full recovery. As everyone can appreciate, this is a deeply personal matter for my parents, and we simply ask that his privacy be respected as he proceeds with treatment.” Penn State remains under intense scrutiny and investigation for the alleged actions of ex-assistant coach Jerry Sandusky, who faces 40 counts of sexual abuse charges stemming from his interactions with young boys on and off the university’s campus. He recently admitted to showering with these young teens.

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Tragedy Or Karma? Joe Paterno Has Been Diagnosed With Lung Cancer

This whole thing just keeps getting messier and messier. Former Penn State coach Joe Paterno has a treatable form of lung cancer, according to his son. Scott Paterno said in a statement provided to The Associated Press by a family representative on Friday that the 84-year-old Joe Paterno is undergoing treatment and that “his doctors are optimistic he will make a full recovery.” “As everyone can appreciate, this is a deeply personal matter for my parents, and we simply ask that his privacy be respected as he proceeds with treatment,” Scott Paterno said in a brief statement. Now, we’d hate to be cynical, but we’re sure some people are wondering if this is some sort of publicity thing to get sympathy for Paterno. And we’re also sure that there are more than enough people saying that Paterno deserves any illness he gets for his role in the Penn St. child molestation case. Whatever the case, Paterno and his Penn St. cronies won’t be out of the news any time soon, we see. More On Bossip! The Big Clap Back: Tyler Perry Writes A Letter Defending His Decision To Put Kimmy Cakes In His New Flim “The Marriage Counselor” Happy Birthday! Amare Stoudemire and Fabolous Got Dressed To The 9′s For Their Big B-Day Bash In NYC!! Which Rapper Is Putting This New Jersey Crib On The Market For $800K?? Are Baby Bump Bey Bey And Hubby Hov Moving To Miami To Start Their Family?

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