It’s been almost 20 years and poor Monica Lewinsky still hasn’t gotten over Slick Willy skeet shooting all over them thangs… She was the White House intern who found fame for all the wrong reasons. Now, 17 years later, Monica Lewinsky is still trying to play down her scandalous affair with then-President Bill Clinton. She is single, her line of handbags failed to catch on and, according to the National Enquirer, is living the life of a near recluse. Monica, 38, flits between homes in Los Angeles owned by her mother, her father and brother and an apartment in New York that is also owned by the Lewinsky family. But her life is far from a social whirl of a-list parties and she is said to spend much of her time alone. An insider told The Enquirer that Monica has given up her own place and moves between the two coasts trying to work out projects that may never get off the ground. Her apparent goal is to set up her own public relations company. The insider said: ‘Monica’s self-esteem is at an all-time low. ‘She said she’s been doing some freelance work for a friend who has a public relations company. And she’s got some family money, so that keeps her going.” Monica, apparently, is desperately trying to live down her past. The insider told the Enquirer: ‘She’s alone most of the time and is pretty much a social pariah.’ The source claims Monica has more or less given up on finding love. ‘Monica still feels like she’s the punchline to a dirty joke,’ the source said. ‘The publicity over her affair with Clinton ruined her chances of ever finding a decent guy. In June she made a rare outing with a small dinner party at Lucy’s El Adobe Cafe in Hollywood. An eyewitness told the Enquirer that gawkers at other tables were making jokes at her expense, while she looked emotionless. ‘She stared at her food throughout the dinner and uttered maybe three sentences, the eyewitness said. ‘It was a very awkward, uncomfortable evening.’ In March, MailOnline.com told how Monica is reportedly still in love with him and ‘always will be’. ‘Monica still hasn’t got over Bill and would take him back in a second,’ a friend told the Enquirer. ‘She told me: “There will never be another man in my life that could make me as happy as he did”.’ When Clinton’s memoir My Life came out in 2004, Miss Lewinsky spoke of her upset at its contents to the Daily Mail, saying rather than being a physical fling, it was a mutual relationship. ‘He could have made it right with the book, but he hasn’t. He is a revisionist of history. He has lied. ‘I really didn’t expect him to go into detail about our relationship’, she added. ‘But if he had and he’d done it honestly, I wouldn’t have minded.’ She believed he made it sound like the dalliance came only at her initiative and was purely physical. ‘He talked about it as though I had laid it all out there for the taking. I was the buffet and he just couldn’t resist the dessert.’ Clinton wrote that his affair with Monica revealed ‘the darkest part of my inner life’ and led to his temporary banishment from the White House bedroom. He said on CBS’ 60 Minutes that he became involved with Lewinsky ‘for the worst possible reason. Just because I could.’ But according to Lewinsky at the time, ‘That’s not how it was. This was a mutual relationship, mutual on all levels, right from the way it started and all the way through.’ Initially following her rise to notoriety Lewinsky tried to cash in with the handbags venture. She even appeared on Saturday Night Live and hosted a short-lived reality show Mr Personality. Then she attempted to drop out of public life. She even moved to Britain for a time to study at the London School of Economics, from where she graduated in December 2006 with a masters in social psychology. Awww Ho Sit Down! Monica can cry us a cotdamn river! She knew Bill Clinton was married when she started messing with him and she should have thought about how miserable she would be 17 years later before she started slurpin’ in the Oval Office. Take a note from Superhead and turn your dirty ho rep into some dollars — and no handbags ain’t the way. Source
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Monica Lewinsky Still Stigmatized By Her Jizz-Stained Past, Her “Self-Esteem Is At An All-Time Low”
