Teen Mom star Farrah Abraham recently felt so depressed that she considered suicide, she admitted in an interview while promoting her new book. “All I could think about was killing myself,” she says, and she even mapped out some specifics. “I figured I would drown myself in the bathtub.” “That seemed like the easiest way to go.” In My Teenage Dream Ended , the now-21-year-old single mother says her lowest point occurred two years after her daughter Sophia’s birth. Raising Sophia alone, coupled with the tragic death of her ex, Derek Underwood, in a car accident when she was pregnant, was too much to bear. “We hadn’t spoken in more than two months,” Farrah says about her ex-boyfriend, “but crazily I had still hoped we had a future together.” Before she was diagnosed with clinical depression, Farrah Abraham says she coped with her issues via alcohol, cocaine and marijuana abuse. Only after therapy and medication is she ” back on track .” “I was being selfish,” she says. “The most important thing is making sure that [Sophia’s] well taken care of – how am I going to do that if I’m dead?” A fair point. One that Amber Portwood , who’s allegedly tried to take her own life as well, should consider as she serves out her prison sentence.
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Farrah Abraham Admits Drug Use, Depression, Suicide Plan in New Book